During the Chinese New Year, even if it is to spend the money to do most of the year, must go home together. Too far from home too long, have forgotten the original reasons for leaving home, wandering out for so many years, still empty-handed. Never thought about what you do to it have a future, I know many many things every day waiting for their to be done, I'm willing to put their body and mind into a state of busy, because it makes me lose my mind come to the city, a forgotten man of self is an incredible person, I felt really weird. The city's air had penetrated my body, I do not know what he was doing, and even I have to go. Occasionally, when the woods to the wild birds singing, I suddenly remembered who I was, I understand that I do not belong to this city.
wandering into the main theme of the times, a no background, no relationship, no backing from outside, whether it can only stumbled in the remote village to do some things that no human dignity, thou art, life has always been the case. Nothing, only a childhood dream and walk away, several days of rainy weather so I sprouted the idea of writing, I would like to book, dedicated to those who, like me sweat in their native place, the people who work, because we think there is a day the common root of the night reading, and that are separated by thousands of miles of their homes.
- Rainforest
Section I left home boss back
was compared to a net of social, no matter how high you jump far, will fall In this invisible net. A person born to desperately jump, want to get rid of this annoying network, in order to obtain the individual's freedom. Will become law-abiding majority of people jumping around, but there are many people against fate, and ultimately the death in break dance.
Li is such a person.
heard, Li migrant workers since the return of Hong Kong that year, a fortune.
Li's fortune, so that the small village boiling for several years. It is said that he kept concubines outside, it was said that he has a house in a foreign country, and even said that he sent his wife away end, became the son of a powerful dynasty. For a lot of the county is Findler never even seen the village the villagers, he became an anecdote, he became a hero among the people awareness. Worship of a soldier before the seventies and eighties after the worship of doing business. In times of peace, the term hero seems to gradually blurred in the eyes of the people, indifferent hero, who is the most money, who is the hero.
in such a age, anything can happen. The other, in the eyes of the other part, he is only a small role, and everyone out has become commonplace in the village to go out than he Hunde Hao's also a lot of people. What
But no matter, said he already belongs to a series of successful people, coupled with his early success, there are preconceived factors in the village when people are nagging, but also the total still put him on the lips The. He is represented by the negative current into a positive teaching materials, education, old people become village grandson of a generation who will provide character.
course, Li Ming, he is unaware of them. Only once with the father far away in the remote mountain village was the telephone, the family of the people in the pass he earned a lot of money, they want their children to his side, so as to look forward to follow their own mix out of a looks good to. He felt that most of the villagers look down on him now his attitude has changed.
be fair, Li working for many years, with better luck, work smoothly, with little savings, but to say there are as family wealth transfer, but it is not. Frankly speaking, the equivalent of a job well done on a small white-collar city, a small company is small but the official could not have been small.
Li has been uneasy these days, when he had told friends said a word out, if the outside fared well, not home. Until today, he thought he had the kind of away from the Hunde Hao actually not even close, but this year he must go home, because in addition to other homesick, he had a more important secret, the secret in his heart a long time, he did not tell anyone.
first time ever, Li told his family on the phone, he decided to go home, this is his outstanding career in the first ten years, determined to go home. Home and aging parents got the news, is naturally pleased to have Dreams and Outside son, telling everyone that his son back to back.
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Shan, the young adults leave for work, and even many children drop out of school to go out just graduated from elementary school to earn a living, leaving only the elderly sick, the young adults left behind a little money, and to build a house to go to the city, fewer and fewer people live in the mountains, from the early eighties reduced to twenty-two hundred people to families everywhere faction desolate. Occasionally lost years of the wolf could hear their voice, more people think of mine. Fifties and sixties of the land reclaimed from the wild and covered with Artemisia, Li elderly parents sitting under the eaves, staring at that path.
this way, starting from Iraq, over the mountains, across the river Crossing the River, has been extended to the distance. Ten years ago, the old couple's only son away from this path to work. Son said, Some people say that their son had disappeared, but the old couple are unmoved,UGG bailey button, convinced that his son is still out.
a morning full of hope, full of lost one evening, two elderly people have to stand roof, is solely looking at that path. Road, has become her life, a part of her life! From time to time a figure go past, my heart will be filled while in her mad wave Julan.
elderly is extremely poor, and helpless, and the dilapidated old house had each other. They had numbness in poverty, but also people who do not know how the coastal wealth, but also the rich people do not know the coast will certainly be surprised if he saw them, this is not a primitive society in general people it? Thatched houses, cooking with firewood, while the species of every sunrise and sunset.
is extremely strong so that they miss. To make a living, and once, my father fell from the top, coma a day after his son's mouth, shouted the name Well, miraculously survived. Another time, my mother riding a tractor overturned, bloody, she shouts and her son, is missing quite over her, the doctor exclaimed: a miracle!
is great maternal love, is infinite Zhi Wang, so that the two beat the poor old man alone! Over the death! Said the old man, be sure to see her son!
Star moved the bucket, the path is also changing shape. The muddy road into a small cinder road, and then by road into a small cinder stone road, listening to people say, soon to Xiu wide highway. Hill from time to time machines roaring outside, and the cannon came!
two old heart is stronger and every day they are talking about the son is coming home! Is coming back!
she yard a lot of flowers, blossoming of her son's expectations; planted a lot of trees, tree, fruit tree hung children thinking child. Neatly in her bedroom hours of toys placed his son, and her wall intact picture of her son before she clutched a dime to plot the money, the son of her preparations for her wedding!
time engraved on his forehead wrinkled old man, old man frost disseminated head of white hair. Every day that passes, the two old man with heaven and earth with stand firmly in the shadow under the eaves, journeying, looking at that path.
front of the house that one will die of the road, seems to stick in the hands of the elderly.
Today, this road is becoming increasingly broad, as they read at night and the son is really coming back. Old couple decorated the home clean, but also reserve the wine good food.
Section sky dream fulfilled for many years
Li also excited about his decision to go home, he was back doing this various arrangements. He did not come home for so many years that, in addition to well beyond their own parents, but also make a good showing, so that relatives and friends experience your own results. Transportation home, he also seriously considered it. Transport can take a boat, car, train, plane. Without hesitation he chose to fly. Their 2097 reunification of that year, he has been working away, in 2097 when his dream is very simple, that is, through their own efforts, can be got on a plane back home to visit relatives. However, the reality is cruel, so many years, Li has not this been a desire to achieve, until today, he's a dream that seemed to call out to him again.
Li came to be the ticket window, although he was the first time to set the ticket, but he did not want to Qiaochu his was the first plane, so the Big World, listen to all directions, to wonder in front of people and ticketing people say so, know that the fuel surcharge. When it came to him, there was a scar on the eye with a local accent ticket sales woman looked at him with his eyes, with a very frosty look asked: Where?
his heart as the second end of a block of ice:
Oh, Li quickly take the bag to find identity, he felt regret and anger, shame, but he was forced back inside the embarrassment in the eyes of fire from the person who found the ID card being and handed the conductor.
provides good holding tickets to the best mall to buy three sets of designer clothes, buy an advanced bag, and then to the barber shop had a bare, flat head, he thought, since the home, you have to appears to have spirit, style, can not let people look down upon their family.
Ming is for two or three days, like two or three years. He kept the family to call and tell the latest schedule.
this day has finally arrived, he got up early, wash for a long time, the whole body Youguangshuihua too, dignified, according to his photo in front of the mirror to go, and then put the bag and looked around, the some, that can play nine minutes late, he went to move a taxi straight to the airport.
car driver is a forty and who asked him for business or work, he asked the driver stabbed deeply about. Few years, he was afraid someone asked him where, because in Tongcheng, the local field to one of the most despised people. The truth, people often say that lightly back, oh. That is a local bar, the strength to those drivers to be polite with you, but that is not lying, but also seriously wounded his heart, dignified Chongqing, not the seller Qiurong's. Every time someone asked where he comes, he does not like this question is asked the most, he thought such a question is asked who really rogue.
However, he faced such a problem, always tell the truth, then. Although the exchange for some disdain of the eyes, but he felt no better than the local people is poor, one day, he would be better off than the locals.
he almost shouted to the driver and said, I'm Chongqing! Drivers other than the person already big voice, not. Continue to chat with him.
from the driver's eyes, this time he found confidence, compared to the year when the crowded train completely different feeling. Outside the coastal city of Chongqing is in addition to the development of Chongqing, China's best, I heard that in recent years developed very fast. They chatted along the way, hundreds of times before,bailey UGG boots, all the way to the airport easily, he felt that these local drivers to shout a little, people will respect you from the heart. Cold-shouldered by the conductor where there has been a kind of compensation, he sigh a sigh of relief, feel so much more relaxed and comfortable.
effect Tongcheng airport located in the city, although not too great, but unusual style: wide and airport lounges, beautiful tall welcome some bright spots, trim suits coming and going business people, but also to travel to play a lot of paperback makeup, and they have either a person, either one or two people, with the packages of the train station is completely different. A foul odor throughout the train station is complex and ridicule, while the airport is fresh, elegant and atmospheric. Mandarin and English dual-language broadcasting, high standards of service, people feel confident and elegant. Li felt very confident, he smiled at heart, why do not advance to fly it?
through the ticket gate, and his lighter, his father finished the wine purchased was withheld, because these things are easy to combustion, but also give him a lesson.
him on the plane, sat down, it was discovered is actually a luxury version of the car, only two more wings of the monster, not the standard wings, with the bullet as he was thinking about this aircraft in the end What metal do, he would like to acknowledge not steel materials, must be something light-weight material, or contains so many people still have to fly up, he felt that wisdom is really great, although no bird wings, they can be tools for people to achieve the dream of flying bird.
his location in the middle of the three men, he sat down after boarding the people are still nap in, he looked forward to have a beautiful side. However, to do with willing to look bad mood a little man sat down beside him, Li's heart suddenly offensive. Another pause, and Li found a beautiful aunt is moving here came a bright his mind, if the beauty in their own more than okay to sit down next to. Very clever things, she came to sit beside Li, aromatic blowing. Li If crazy drunk like, hey, aircraft equipped with beauty, which is really worthwhile trip.
homosexual phase split, different feelings attract. Li's hands and poles as the man's hand, feeling very uncomfortable, and the lady's hand, but as the other pole of a magnet, Li's hand involuntarily slender Yubi next to it. Like lightning in general. Coupled with the aircraft coming and going from side to side, he clearly felt two arms to suffer more and more tightly, so tightly to endure the last two together. Li could not help emotionally. Themselves out more than a decade, and today is the first time to go home, at home in the end is like? These ten years, he has been wandering in the coastal, day and night that the small groups of partners. The purpose of his current home, in addition to other parents to miss home, but also miss the small partners in the same year. In particular, and his childhood Magnolia, she okay?
blue sky outside the window, abnormal magnificent. In these circumstances, Li toss and turn, refused to take a side attraction and a woman or a phase split. State of mind again, the poem as evidence:
decades sign things to return to Taoyuan;
road access into the sky, the clouds are dispersed;
City Ni charming eyes, loss of their own vanity; all like last night, Dramas shadow on shift;
decades of wandering, silent and speechless;
old back Nanshan, the construction of the swan home. Sound Master Ding Fei
aircraft to the three of them sat in silence. Total wanted to get something to break the topic of peace. Three strangers talk about yet. Li spoke up finally, he asked President, what time is it? Obviously his hands also wearing a big watch. President pointed to switch off their phones, but also pointed to his hand. He was an embarrassment, could not help each other laugh, a girl way of speaking is very moving, simple and down to earth woman that day. Li felt relaxed and happy, I feel fantastic.
IV Road, is affectionate but merciless
Li Grab luggage to the airport outside, a taxi driver by the vehicle over, a young driver is very warm, back, fellow.
Li feel feel at home to get a driver's vehicle to talk about good price 300 yuan, located directly to him to his beloved village.
is a very wet mountain city of Chongqing city, very fit for living, and the town is also known as Fog City, construction yard, very clean and beautiful. As a high-rise buildings on both sides of paintings, Li flew into the city, the city is not much difference between the coastal cities, and even more style, more beautiful, the Jialing River looming, the feeling is good with words, Chongqing ease.
drivers from time to time watching the corner of the car, tired but full of energy person. When the darkness gradually enveloped down, Li Mingsuo of a nap, but he could not sleep, just slightly closed eyes, remember the time when the simulation ran out of room scenes.
year he was twenty years old, he and his parents from the three or four o'clock in the evening to get up and over the second ten miles of rugged mountain roads to his grandmother's house, just his grandmother lives in the train station side. Grandmother told him to go out to work to buy some food and wine in the town serve them, he went to the train station to buy tickets, but Suanlaisuanqu, his family's bills add up to only five hundred dollars, he think This is a hundred dollars to buy a ticket, I am afraid too, and he lingered for a long time, like cousin finally feel that we should take one hundred yuan to prepare for the unknown outside world, the cousin is a master barber shop open, doing a good job in this town, is notoriously rich, cousin listened to his words, and my heart thinks of the relatives do not live up to expectations, I thought he was definitely not borrowed from, they face some hard color This flash is for ten years, ten years, the family changed? His mind full of doubt, knew it. About half of the taxi journey away, and came to a big mountain, populated increasingly scarce, the night the sound of the nocturnal sound of the mountains, such as Guikulanghao-like, straight hair makes my heart frightened, Li from the memories wake up, looking at the flocks of black mountain.
a mountain road when the car went, the taxi slowed down, the driver stopped, the driver said, your next half.
Li Ting think this driver is responsible, so refreshing promised, it, to find you another one, terrific bar, man.
then opened the car and move forward, opened about ten kilometers of the time. The driver spoke up, that he became a hundred and fifty. out battles for so many years, have not seen anything, but finally be teased at their doorstep, what morals?
fourth child meet strangers
Wang Donghai west stands, a group of two lines of geese tears;
now chasing the wind and go on the enemy alone and sick sentimental,
old man a long while parties child identification, forest birds busy mountain road closures ;
greetings with their relatives enemies, family heartbroken regret and desire;
convergence but large Fung Wing Cheung, Daojianrumeng asked DJI,
Miles goose foot of the cross, glow I welcome the sun.
Li cousin back home, he looked at the familiar place, he wandered the Banke, ultimately did not go in, but go in the direction towards his home. < br>
This is where his childhood dreaming.
little piece of river. the town is small, just the size of a street outside. However, he was disappointed and did not people came to greet a man returned to his village back home. No one welcomes, and no one applauded, but not in this early Ming's heart, he has more fine things to do. walking in the mountain village, I heard the mountains from time to time hear the voice of the wolf, the legend that the mountains had a strange mask of terror and desolation. think of the early eighties, where every hill and mountain there are people in the labor, some people cut firewood in the mountains, Some medicines taken in the mountains, and some people in the land reclamation, some people in the ground and crafts, especially in the jungle side of the road, run out from time to time several small partners, startled surprise you. or go head- to a same generation of people, with you to open pages of a joke, people think life is so full and intelligent.
to this, large tracts of crop land and covered with woods and grass, become dark terrible, before the road crowded with large vegetation. Li had to take a stick and beat the way that concealed bundle, to ward off those hiding in the grass snake in the road. fees when most of the day, Li has finally come to their own the town.
This is a small town hidden in the mountains and represents the heart of the mountain side, the town is several tens of kilometers around the village trading and political and cultural center. transportation network, there is a provincial highway After this, Li and the village people in a child here often to town. at the time the town became the most prosperous place. It carries a different purpose, Li remember all the village people in droves to go to the fair scene, just as the army had never been stopped. was also no roads, people depend on their feet to walk, so breath taking tens of miles the road is normal. lug a hundred people and some heavy food to the street to change some drinks, and some never on the street in exchange for fertilizer crops, and people in general have met say hello, to show courtesy, the children met with older people than they should take the initiative to say hello first to express sensible, and sometimes in exchange for some incentives, such as aunts and uncles who would give their children to buy candy and other home goodies to give you one or two points, and will praise about it, this kid so smart,cheap UGG boots, so thoughtful. Li child looks delicate features, plus see people take the initiative to say hello, plus academic and often more than a dozen elementary schools in the town, the top ten, so get the award but also for the envy of their peers, in addition to other sensible people praise him, people will tend to spread some This baby will definitely grow up to anything. It is these expectations of the simple eyes, so that Li was the extreme cold on the outside world, no matter what the difficulties, can overcome the difficulties, simple and trust from those looking to get forward momentum.
whether or not the village people village people are very warm and help each other, there is a communication between people and trust that this spirit of friendship with the City Azeri did not know each kind of upstairs, downstairs, met also frosty scene is completely different. is also the city people had not felt since childhood.
Li did not come back ten years, along the way also no less thought, he wanted to look like ten years ago are.
way more difficult to walk, the reality is cruel, and he soon found himself on the plane thinking is wrong, the old excitement more and more deserted road, virtually no one there in the walk, and no one to greet him. He felt as alone, came to the immense desert, where all is loneliness and silence, where urban civilization in the so-called variable was insensitive,UGG shoes, single, betrayal, marriage and pets, robbery ... ... These are barbaric people think that the city was the original village has the most advanced civilization of mankind. Li looked at the endless mountains, the mountains or the old mountain, water or that old water, just missing the people coming and going that year.
Li is not so much to go home, as it is a spiritual journey. Zhangyi home okay? Aunt Wang's house develop a new house, the original back door of the small pond was gone, ten years ago that the tree has grown up. where everything was kind of strange and familiar, all caused some fragments of memory hook. Li immersion at home mountains, unable to extricate themselves.
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