I have walked thousands of times above), filled with the passion not the slightest Germany. Square Zhong Louxiong every family, as the roof (the clock tower looks like a wear pointed helmets of soldiers), it reminds me of a huge barracks Yanwu field. The Moravian region of the city was the Magyar and Turkish attacks against the fort, martial look on the past in its heinous left irreparable scars. Many years where there has never been fond of anything that I set foot on the journey back to birth. I thought I was completely indifferent to it. This seems to me a matter of course: 15 years I have been living outside, this place is nothing more than a few acquaintances, or just only a few old school (not to mention I'd rather Bierbuxian them); my mother is buried in a outsiders of the cemetery, I can not take care of. However, I still think was wrong: the so-called indifference is hate. The reason I hate hard to explain, because I was born in this city, but also any other places, has given me both good and bad experiences there, but anyway since I feel it is Resentment rage. The return trip made me aware of this until this point. The mission led me to return to their home in Prague this can also be completed, but the opportunity in my hometown suddenly I had a great attraction, I could not resist. To tell a joke, because this mission can be thicker skinned to be done, but it is vulgar vulgar. But lest people suspect it could have out of my memory of past shed before coming back here.
I do not mocking eyes on this beautiful square in terms of re-scanned again, this turned back toward the hotel I stayed around the street, the room already booked. Guard handed me a key with a pear-shaped wooden sign, said: Room not liked: the wall with a bed, a small table in the middle of the room and a one chair, a bed barely filled up dresser with mirror, is the cherry wood of; near the door is a small absolute the sink, glazed mottled spots split. I put a towel on the table to open the window: You can see the courtyard, there are some houses, they were bare and dirty on the back toward the hotel. I closed the window, curtains, wash basins side walk. Two taps of a standard red, a marked blue; I have tried, the flow out of the water is cold. I look at that table, at best, have a water bottle, two cups of the position; Unfortunately, only one person can sit down at the table, because the whole room without a second chair. I pushed the table to the bed, to sitting on the bed, a table may be too short and high bed; Furthermore the weight of staying in my bed a lot and sit on the bed not only can not know for chairs, and even capable of performing its responsibilities of bed is also very doubtful. I stay in bed with two fists, feet cocked shoes, be careful not to stain sheets and quilts (almost be clean), lie down and go. Under all parts of my body, the mattress concave down, I seemed to sleep into a hanging shop, or that is a narrow graves: can not imagine you can have a bed and sleep with me.
I'm sitting in a chair, looked to be curtains of light shone clear and completely out of God. At this time, the passage to drink voices heard footsteps; a man and woman they were talking when people hear a single word is true: they spoke of a man named Peter, and ran away from home; mentioned Aunt Clara, a sleepwalk, always spoil the child; and then heard the key in the keyhole and turned, the door opened, the two voices into the next room; I have heard the woman sighed again and again (yes, even the sound of sighs directly to my ears!), said that men must speak in one and Clara.
I got up, and my heart has a mind. I have to wash the side of the washbasin in the hands dry with a towel, thought to be left exactly where the hotel. Please only me out: the hotel room is too unsatisfactory, because if I do not wish to lose this mission assurance, then I should be - although previously did not intend to do - quietly to turn to a local friend time help. I put young people time to search one by one face of fast, all of them can be immediately written off to the side again, because I need help with a confidential, I can not do big fees difficult to set up a bridge over so many years barriers - and so many years I have not seen them live - I do not want to do so. But I then remembered that there must have one here, before I worked for him to seek a career here, but as far as I know him, he will be glad to have the opportunity for me to contribute to. This guy is very strange, that a suspicious nature, and indecisive. As far as I know, his wife has been divorced for many years with her, the reason is very simple: Where can he live, that is not with him and their son lives. I think he may have remarried down, and anxiously up and really have married to my request would become very cumbersome, so I go in the direction to accelerate the pace towards the hospital.
hospital here constituted by a group of buildings large and small, scattered here and there in a courtyard. I broke into that room next door ugly house, request the back door and sat at a table and virus families who contact me about; he telephones the table border a push toward me and said: Lest it pass undetected, I went to sit on a stool near the door, casually dressed in blue and white bars those who looked for a moment and white pajamas, people walking around, and then I saw him coming, thinking What, tall, lanky, with a warm feeling of being far from being handsome, yes, it was him. I stood up from the bench, went up just like to hit like him. He glanced at me unhappy, but immediately recognized me, opened his arms. Generated an impression: he is very excited about reunion of the accident, he was welcomed without hesitation made me happy.
I told him that I only arrived here less than an hour to do one important thing is not about delay days. He then, suddenly seemed flattered, because I actually first visited him. This way I would be uncomfortable up, because this trip is not without its own request to him. I put some questions to him (I cheerfully asked him if he had remarried), he seems to express my sincere concern, but at heart he has specific plans. He replied (going, Philip) is still single too. I told him to take good Xu Tan Xu Tan. He said yes, but sorry to say but he had to go back to the hospital, leaving more than an hour, while the night to leave the city by car. He assured me that he lives here, in a new building there is a single room, but is a primary school teacher, their own set of two-bedroom apartment. He denied that I had got him this job well, hard to find better elsewhere, but his fiancee and very difficult to get a position here. So I expressed our indignation at the bureaucratic procrastination (sincerely), it is impossible to solve, such as women and men transferred to live with the problem. No hanging pull. longer follow later.
out of the hospital's walls, we quickly walked around a group of new buildings, the building stands a building and a land, clueless. Never tamper flat dusty road (no green grass, no sidewalks, no roads). This group of building ugly to decorate the edge of the city, next to an empty plain of land, until the distance. We stopped on the fourth floor, I saw the number plate test on the name of ska. Through the hall, we went to the house. Beyond the satisfaction I expected: a great and comfortable the wide double sofa bed occupied a corner, above the flower bedspread covered with red zone; sofa bed that has a bedside cabinet, an armchair, a large bookcase, a frame phonograph and radio.
test Scar I praise a lot to his room and asked him how about the bathroom. Bathroom small but pleasant, with bath, shower head, a washbasin. are on duty, quickly to be back at seven. you do not empty at night? - I may be free at night, br>
my question surprised him, but he immediately (I suspect he seemed afraid of the lack of good faith) said to me: motivation, he quickly added: not down. I have been stay in the hotel, and just too bad my room tomorrow afternoon I needed a comfortable environment. Of course, not for me alone. head and said, >
finished, we sat down at the small table to (test Scar has already done the coffee), and chatter for a while (I sat on the sofa bed, able to confirm the bed is taut, not collapse, nor Zhi Ya Zhi Ya is called). Test Scar declared that he had to go back to the hospital, and I hurried to explain a few things to note: the bathtub faucet on tight; labeled water faucets and the words are not the same any other place, is the flow of cold water; wire live flapper plug on the sofa bed; a small closet with a bottle of vodka just move a little. Then he handed me the key to string together two, which is under the door, which is home to the door. I do not know how much my life changed in bed sleeping, so the key is always impressive, then I say it did not say, but my mind was the key ends up happily in his pocket.
out test Scar Pro told me that he wanted his room to make my I was secretly laughing now, because through this problem (although mild tone, but the problem is a cutting edge), I have been exactly right to find that he was five years ago when I first met him in the test Scar. I really like him that, at the same time that he was a bit funny, so I refute him: can I not like you: I would not God, men of the unskilled laborer. to say if his elderly laborer who create in this world has a sturdy wall of the house, then our number of people have luck not much chance of defeating. In fact, say the wall, I see at these walls are like goods. the demolition of these goods is only right and proper way to do. we are like this; now our differences is a mapping, because we were under no one knowing what the real truth of this statement, but also felt no need to re-open year war of words. We then look no more than is the need to declare each other, both of us no one has not changed, are still the two of us had very different (in this regard, I really like him and my test Scar different, and because of this, I am happy to argue with him so that I could plainly that the way out of what I am now a man, I was thinking.) In order to eliminate I told him the last concern, he replied: ? You dig at others full of fantasy, do you never really doubted the fantasy just fantasy? If you wrong? happens and if these fantasies are worth? then you do not undermine the value of a person is up ? the test Scar across the city back to his lab when the heart really feel that the former is an old friend around. He no matter what when and where the truth is hard to take him to convince me, even now, a new residential area in this barren hill climb or when such. Test Scar very clear throughout the night for two days, we have plenty of time, so he quickly put aside the philosophy, turned to talk about trivia. He again asked the Qing when he came home at seven o'clock tomorrow, I have at home waiting for him (he had no keychain), asked me if I was not really missing anything. I felt in my face and said I should go barber is as nasty beard and long out. On three sides of the mirror with three big chair, had sat two people. With their heads thrown back, his face is a bubble. Two women dressed in white gown leaned toward them. Scarborough woman approached one of the test side, whispered a few words whispered in the ear. The woman wiped a towel shave her knife, toward the hall shouted shop, a girl in white gowns, came out to take care of who was put down in the chair of the President. Test Scar greeted this time the woman nodded slightly toward me, hand to recruit me to sitting on that empty chair. Test Scar and I shook hands with each other, and then I sat down, resting the back of the head into the head of the mattress support. So I talked with my many years in this life in the same mirror backwards scrutinize myself. I avoid the front of the mirror, the eyes moved to the air, aimlessly looking at the use of lime whitewashed ceiling, above the stains stains stains.
I stared at the ceiling, even I feel the woman in the neck when the barber's fingers did not move. She put a piece of white cloth into my shirt collar side yard, and then step back, I heard the knife used to shave the blade sharpened thong rub back and forth action, and I still, to maintain comfortable, fixed position, easy, no thoughts. After a while,UGG shoes, my face felt wet my fingers coated in creamy tired of shaving cream,UGG boots, I suddenly found that it is a strange and unreasonable things better: a stranger woman, she told me no pro- reason, I have nothing to do with her, but to gently caress me low. After wiping female barber after a brush and began to pick up the soap, and then my mind floated a thought (because even if the relaxation time at rest, thinking it does not stop their activities): I was an unarmed the victim is completely tempered by a razor in the hands of a woman's mercy. Because it seems to me out of the body in space, and only his face is to die to touch the fingers, I can easily imagine her eyes, delicate hand, holding my head (and turn it, stroking) . They do not seem as my head is connected to the physical, but a .
caress stopped. I heard the female barber to go away, she only really picked up the shaving knife. This is a moment I thought (because thought to continue in the activity), I should take a look at my head mistress (and lift),Discount UGG boots, my lovely executioner looks like. I moved from the ceiling to look down,UGG boots cheap, look in the mirror, I zheng zhu: the original feel of this fun toss some extra abruptly into a real scenario: the mirror that I bent towards the body of the woman, I think I know her.
her hand grabbed my ear lobe, the other hand very carefully scraping the lather on my face; I watched her, even though just a moment, I am very dismayed to identify who she is, But this was identified, she has slowly disappeared, gone. Then she bent over toward the sink, shaving knife with two fingers to wipe down the piles of snow, straightened up, gently turn the chair, in this moment, our eyes met for a second Once again, I think it is her! There is no doubt that this face has been different: to become gloomy, haggard, cheeks slightly concave, as if her sister's face; but last time I saw her is something fifteen years ago! At this stage, the time in her capacity on the true mark of a deceptive mask, but fortunately this mask with two holes through which a pair of former pupil of the eye, true pupil of the eye to re-look at me, As I have eyes that are familiar.
but then there's something wrong with one another: barber shop where a customer came again, and he came and sat behind me waiting. Soon he began to talk with my female barber, talking about how good the weather this summer, the city swimming pool next to what is being made; female hairdresser chatting (she of the voice into my ears, but what to say did not listen to, say there is no bear it). I found that I am not familiar with her voice. Tone was calm, without any disturbing elements, almost tacky, is entirely a stranger's voice.
now she washed my face, my face with the palm pressing, and I (although the sound does not) again re-affirmed that it was her, and I think that after fifteen years in my face again by the touch of her hands a long time, gently caressing (I do not forget this is not love, but I wash). More rap guy, her voice does not stop the strange answer for something. I can not believe this is her voice. But I still think that from her hands to her confirmation. I strive to identify the severity of her practicing hand in the end is not her, and she was denied out of me.
Then she brought a towel, dry my face. That wordy guy is a joke he had just said out loud music away. I noticed that female hairdresser did not laugh, so she said something to this guy, certainly not very attentive. This made me fear it, because I think she recognized me this is a proof to prove that she was in was very excited. I am determined as soon as I got up and told her to talk about. She gave me the solution out of the towel around his neck. I stood up. From the breast pocket money out of a five crowns. I look forward to eyes meet again, I like to speak, calling her name (that guy is still nagging), but she do not turn his head lightly, cleanly take over the money, there is no reaction took place money. Suddenly I feel just like a whimsical madman. So I have absolutely no courage further openings.
With nameless dissatisfaction, I left the barber shop, I just feel full to the brim doubts. A former love that I could now face deep suspicion to it incessantly, it is too harsh a.
of course, is not difficult to get to the bottom. I hurried back to the hotel (half way across the sidewalk far to see a young age and old friends, dulcimer regiment Yalow Slavic. But I like to escape harsh, too noisy, like sound, quickly looked over his left) . Test Scar from the hotel to hang me; he was still in hospital.
a name, but that is her. how did you know her?
I was leaving the hotel (day of black), did not think of dinner, to walk up the street.
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